Except for Hannah. And while wonderful, it's sadly quite... limited. Between 1 a.m. and 10 p.m. (excepting weekends) I am stuck on my own, and all I've done lately it read my new book "Arguing With Idiots" by Glenn Beck, and playing The Elder Scrolls VI: Oblivion Game of the Year Edition. I've beaten the main quest, Knights of the Nine, The Shivering Isles, The Arena quest, The Dark Brotherhood, am working on the Mages Guild, Fighters Guild, and the Theives Guild. All on my level two Argonian super-assassin, Haj. And now, I am bored. Well, I actually beat Knights and the Isles on my Imperial, Auron, but blargh. Can't wait til December... Brittany gets off a month for break, and I'll finally be allowed to go outside and walk, since I'll have her to hang out with. And then, I'll be able to exercise, by taking the 4-6 hour walks we used to take every day after school. Then, maybe I won't be so fat. And I really am D: I can't see my toes anymore T.T And it's all centralized in that area = ( I need to stop eating. Or something. Anyways, on to less depressing stuff I WAS going to get an ipod touch with my next paycheck, but my missing 14 hours of work due to my sinus infection fucked that up the proverbial butt. And no, I don't know what that means, but it sounds cool But, seriously, I've been highly intrigued by that book I mentioned. Earlier, I was reading about how gun control does not (with statistics, facts, and examples) in fact limit gun violence. Well, the one part went sort of like this:

Idiot: But isn't it more likely that the bad guy will just take your gun away and use it against you?

Glenn Beck: Sure, if you're attacked by Obi-wan Kenobi and he uses some sort of Jedi mind trick to make you give up the gun, you're in trouble.

I just thought that was SO funny! This guy's truly amazing. He's smart, funny, on topic, and actually has fact and reason to back up his arguments. But, aside from my budding love of middle-aged news show hosts, I've also found out that if you're in a class, no matter if it's a freshman history with easy work and you just happen to be a senior who's interested in advanced historical analysis (i.e. you like history), you're instantly popular and are flooded with compliments on how smart you are, and also can apparently attract any female you wish. Sad, my friends. Very sad. Up til high school, nobody except for the friends from elementary school and a few new friends in middle school (all guys) aknowledged my existence, and now, all of a sudden, I have females attempted to rape/date me left and right. Damn hormones. That's what it must be. But, on the flip side, it is a HUGE confidence booster (if, of course, you're temporarily willing to forget the fact that it IS a freshman class) to walk into class and get a pile of old papers back with the sure knowledge that you're looking at a stack of 100's. Only bad thing is, my sister's in the same class. Oh well. But, so, to be a little less of an ass, I'd like to aknowledge a certain individual Of course, that person is Hannah I've lately been given a revelation: I haven't been keeping up to standards. DON'T ARGUE D:< I've let myself get too soft. I've been letting my emotions control my actions, and have allowed my mind go crazy. I've looked back on just the past week, and feel kinda ashamed... because I've been doing a lot of things that I denounced not 3 months past... and I just want to say thanks, and let you know that I really do appreciate you. Of course, I'm not going to put it all down here... people have better things to do than listen to me being all sappy D: But, you mean more to me than you know... and while I can't promise anything, I'll try to make that up to you. You deserve at least that much. You're a great friend Hannah, and a better girlfriend than I deserve. I really am lucky to have you. = ) But..... I guess I'll stop there. ^ ^; If anyone wants to smack me, I don't blame you. But I better stop... I haven't typed so much in a long time, and I might overlap the boundaries D: I did it before, and it took me an hour to fix my computer = ( I don't wanna stay after at school D: I gotta go to work, so I can try to salvage my paycheck T.T But, love you all, and hope things are going ok! Life's gunna get hard in the coming years, but we'll make it, even if we have to rely on each other. We'll make it through somehow.

Jeremy